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Everytime you check out my blog there might be something ordinary, something amazing, something horrible, something beautiful. My life, my Dreams, And my feelings. and more. xx

Saturday, 28 August 2010

Brrrrr, it's getting colder and colder here in Espoo, walking to school in the mornings its like 12 degrees, winter will be coming around quickly, i HAVE to go shopping for winter clothes, what a shame......Not :P
I am a single pringle.! :) i got dumped by the love of my life and was very heart broken, but i learnt the awful truth that i was used for the last 10 months, i feel really ashamed and hurt. But what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. So i'm just gonna fight through the tough times, and one day i will find that right guy who treats me right.

ciao xx
Getting ready for girls night out in Helsinki.

Saturday, 14 August 2010

ok, so right now it feels like my world is fucked and upside down, i dont know what the hell i was thinking, i have an amazing boyfriend that loves me to bits, and i just take advantage of the poor guy when he tries his best, just because i feel like i'm getting torn apart bit by bit. i'm completely in love with him, i never thought that i would find this kind of love especially at this age, and such an amazing guy, like a complete mc dreamy. and i might have fucked it all up just cause i was having a shit day, i dumpd him today. my lover, my best friend, my soul mate, my other half, thee  one i was gonna die with as old people lying in eachothers arms looking into eachothers eyes. fuck im dumb, so i gave him the choice wether he wants to take me back or not, and i fucking dont deserve him. but i so wish i could have my baby back, i love him. i'm waiting for him to come online to tell me what he's decided.......so we'll see what choice he makes......